alot of thanx to u,,
from the beginning till then

i appriciate u,,
so much



kenapa ak sangat suka lagu ni??
ak pn xtaw ~~

mungkun sbb ak pn boleh buat mcm lagu ni mksdkn =))

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan… kamu…

Jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu


ku pandang diriku
kekasih yang setia
tak pernah berdusta

aku mulai merasa
sedap hati mendua
perlahanku tinggalkan kamu

semakin jauh
semakin aku rindu
rindukan kamu

menyesal aku putuskan kamu
kerna ternyata aku tak mampu
menahan sisa azab cintamu
aduh aduh mana tahan batinku

mungkinkah kita bisa
perbaiki semua.. kembali bersama

kerna semakin jauh aku
semakin aku rindu , rindukan kamu

menyesal aku putuskan kamu
kerna ternyata aku tak mampu
menahan sisa azab cintamu
aduh aduh mana tahan batinku

benar apa kau ucapkan dulu
takkan mudah ku lepaskan kamu
menyesal aku curangi kamu
aduhaduh tuhan tolong aku

lagu nih sedap didengar xde niat nk bg sesapa,,
tpi hrgai lah selagi ada =))
pergilah kalau itu pilihannya =)) 
jgn biarkan diri dan dia terseksa =))


sekarang ni musim kawin,,
kawan2 ak sume dh start ckp bab kawin
tambah3 pulak,,
yg dekat3 dh start nk bertunang perrgghhh

tercabau nih

tetiba ak terpk nk create wedding ak,,
ak taw xsemudah di impikan,,
tpi nk berangan jugax,, xkira !!




kenapa ak nk white gold?
sbb white gold jual xde hrge so ak kompem xkn gadai or jual
makanya ia akan kekal di jari
kekal menjadi kenangan abadi
xpe xde fullset pn xpe,,
jnji ade 1 tok ak dan 1 utk DIA..
sepasang =))

bab baju tok aku je yer,,,

ak senang wt tema arab jer,, pki jubah ,, kn kn kn

tpi ak suka kalau ak pki gaun

tpi sbnrnye ak mengenangkan songket smkin dilupakan ak nk pki songket lah

dan kalo boleh style yg vintage old skul,,
siap gelang kaki yg tebal tuh mcm gelang bijih timah !
mmg aku suka

ak nk kawin simple aje
ak xkesah as long berjln lncr n parents ak xsusah

tpi ak xleh wt pe,,
parents ak mesti nk wt yg terbaik tok ank die
tpi abah mama,,
adil xkesah as long i hve hsbnd n i xandartu,,
homaigod !!
kaler,, i xsempat pk lah,, jp g i pk

i love silver =))


seronok kan bercinta,,
ada org kesah
ade org amik berat
ade org syg

sbnrnye sy sgt berat nk terima awk blk
dan kalau boleh sy xnk terima awk

cume sy taw sy ni xlayak nk hukum org sesuka hati
sy insafi diri dgn ape dh jdi,,
mgkn sbb sy mmg sgt xbaik buat awk

awk yg mnx sy jgn pernah sebut nama awk
awk yg mnx sy jgn ingt awk
awak yg tggl kn sy
awk yg curangi sy

bila setiap soalan sy pada awk terhadap cinta kita
dengan angkuh awk ckp

sy ingat semua tu sangat ingat

xpe lah,,
dgn redha sy lepaskan awk,,
dan now sy cube bgn n bahagiakan diri..

berbulan wak sy cari cara nk ubati luka sy

mgkn awk pernah rse kn?

tpi sy....
xperlulah diterang kan lagi,,,

berhari2 sy menanti
berhari2 sy sabar
sampaikn dgn keluarga sy biar,,

saya dh penat dgn semua nih,,
sangat penat,,
kalau itu pilihan awk,,


hri nih sy dh boleh berdiri,,
berlari sambil menari,,,

masih ada die yg memberi perhatian buat sy
menyediakan bahu buat menampung bebanan hati sy,,

itu hikmah yg plg sy nmpk

terima kasih tinggalkan sy hri tuh,,
sy bersyukur sgt dan berterima kasih bnyk3 kat awak,,
doa awk buat sy dh termakbul,,

doakan lah yg terbaik menyinggah ke sy ye,,

"saya perlukan kamu yg mmpu melindungi hati sy dari terbuka luka nya" - mika -


"When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I'm a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

SIGH ~~~



ntah kenapa lah skunk ak xrse nk loving2 or coupling sgt,,
ntah mungkin sbb ak dh serik sgt ~~

skunk fokus ak nk cri si Dia, Suamikun

ak sgt suka poster kt atas tuh !
sangat suka

well ak bkn ler baik sgt pn, tpi ade cita2 tok jdi baik,,,

ok gax kn,,,, as long dlm hati masih ade hajat nk berubah jdi baik =))

waiting for you my IMAM ~



sebelum pulang singgah ke pekan rabu,, memuaskan ati my love sis

hehehehehhe =))

itu je,, malas nk type bebanyak benau nye =))


then kitorg lepas mndi mande,,
mlm tuh g ler makan kt padang kota
akk ak ler nih nak nau pasembok situ
last2 kene ketok sikit nyer gile
amukan dri mak ak habiiiihhhhhh

sakit ati nye pasai,, kami blah smbil jenjln n makan rojak buah
kat tepi nuh
ramai nau org,,
thaipussam katenya =)))

then abah puas kan ati g gax nasi kandar line clear !!
tu diaaaaaa



nama theme vacay fmly kali ni ialah 


stress ak plan selamba jer xplan elok3,,,
ak geram betol !!
so kompem ak bnyk keje kene wt en
ngn paking baju idok so ak layan kn aje
nsb bek fmly kalo x,,
mmg ak kunci bilik aje xnk ikot !

so gerak ahad pgi
pas kakak balik kerja
so kitorg g sane nek VAN
ak suuuukkkeeeeeeeeeeee sangt

hahahaha mcm fmly gathering reramai ak sukeeee
borak gelak3 haktuih !! hahahaha

then ~~ yg drebar sejahtera kompem3
abg ipor ak !! hahahahahahahahaha
ngn adik ak tpi ak nebes nk tido klo adik ak drive !

oleh kerana jauh perjalanan penat bukan halangan
duri cubaan dan rintangan akan dilawan
sbb nk mandi punya pasal semuanya dilupakan,,

abah r,,, die ckp jum mandi pantai kunk dtg sini jejauh xde axtiviti
nk mndi smpi isyak lak tuh ! xhengat !
yg pasti aku xmndi ! hahahahahahahaah